PENTING.!

aku tukar blog. yeah i know. again. hehe. biar lahh. saja suka-suki nak tukar blog. :)

http://nurulizzatie-adnan.blogspot.com/

so, nanti pergi lahh visit and jadi follower dekat sana pulak.

okeh take care :)

Trust or not trust?

it's a question for you to answer. if trust is your answer, then think. what if, when you trust that person and they betray your trust. what will you feel? what will you think? how will you react?

let me answer it for you. firstly you will feel like you've been betrayed. of course. then you will think that, how stupid you are because you give your trust but they betray it. right? and then you will regret you trust them. and you will at least hate then a little bit or senang cerita, menyampah. lagi-lagi, dah laa betray then add some other ramuan which make as if we are the bad one and they are the good one.

then you will buat bodoh je because you malas nak layan. or worse, you will go and serang them.

at least that was what i did. haha. nope. of course not. i'm the kind yang memang malas nak layan or panjang-panjangkan lagi cerita. so, buat bodoh je laa kan.

but if your answer is not trust, then think. what if they really loyal or they really faithful and never betray you. kan kesian sebab tak bagi peluang untuk percaya. what if they really are a good person? but since you have set in your mind to not trust them, you ignore instead of trusting them. kan kesian dekat diaorang tu.

well, this is life. whenever you trust a person, it migth not be like what you expected.

be a risk taker. you wil never know what is best for you if u never dare to try. you can trust a person but not 100% trust. what ever happens to you after yo make a decision, never regret. because it's life. what ever you do, is an experience for you to handle a better life in the future.

p/s: ada exam kesatria on monday. hopefully bukan dia yang jaga platun aku. kalu dia, mati laa. cuak beb. tak boleh focus aku. huhu

mengeluh dalam senyum

he's married.

wow. i can't believe i'm saying this but it is true. he is a happy married man. it has been almost 18 years now since i started to like him. dia lahh crush aku yang paling lama punya. dari aku kecik sampai lahh sekarang kottt..and now he's married.

i never even had a gut to talk to him apatah lagi to tell him that he is my crush. and he will never knows. let it be this way. i prefer it be this way. because nothing will change pun.

so, now i will start to stop like him as a crush and i will concentrate on this one fellow. my en.bantal peluk :)

ouhh yeaa, selamat pengantin baru untuk dia. semoga berbahagia selalu :)


p/s: fyi, he is OFFICIALLY mine now. ^_^

kelantan highland

i've promised you all to show some pictures, remember? so, nah. tengok lahh. sepcial from kelantan highland. bak kata kak dayah laa. hehe.

macam mana lahh tak menggigil pagi-pagi.

on the way nak pergi class. *tengok kabus. tebal kan?

blok D. blok kuliah baru.

beruk pun banyak kat sini dowhh

time nak buat student card

my room :)

see.. pagi-pagi lagi kabus dah tebal. sejuk woo. malam pulak, sometimes i have to think twice either mandi ke tak. sebab sejuk gila. lagi-lagi kalau hujan. perghh, tak payah cakap laa. anyway, so far everything is good.

p/s: aku benci bila kena tipu.

i'm doing good lahh ^_^

it has been almost a week since i got here..

it was fun though. although at 1st when i knew that i have to come here i was a little bit upset, but now i think i can handle that. at 1st when i knew that it's kelantan, first thing that popped up in my mind was the environment. like, how on earth i will survive with kelantan's environment? because i have to stay here for 3 years!

but now, it's like..naaahh it's not that bad. minus the coldness that i have to face every morning and night, the stupid pendrive with 0 GB which it is suppose to be 2 GB which i bought it here (definitely i'm going to return it back and ask for my money back,duhhh), the big almost huge campus where i have to walk and walk and walk until i'm damn tired every day, and the 1 hour far to the city and with no cinema, i think i can handle my life here.. kot. haha. banyak betul benda yang aku minus-minuskan. haha

but yang bestnya, dekat sini ada keretapi. from here to KL, to singapore, and to mana-mana lagi entah. and i can get half price if i use my student card. hehe. gila tak sabar nak naik keretapi balik selangor. macam best je :)

ok, let's talk about room. my room.

urmm, nak cakap apa eyhh? ha. ok, ada 2 kolej (if i'm not mistaken). kira asrama lahh nih. 1 we call it kolej dato' onn. another one we call it kolej tuh hussein onn a.k.a THO. and there's 4 buildings in THO nih. THO1, THO2, THO3, THO4. mine is THO4-room 213. 4 in my room.

so far ok laa. semua best je. tak ada yang sombong or buat hal sendiri in my room. ok je. 1 is taking business finance and i call her kak mai. because although sama-sama 1st semester, she is older than me, 23 years old. another 1 is taking business marketing. same semester but since she is same age as kak mai, so i call her kak dayah. and last one is taking business economy same like me. same class and same age. i call her yana.

my class, since banyak sangat.. malas lahh nak cerita. haha. subject semua susah. banyak kira-kira. aduhhh! but what to do, belajar je laa. huhu

ohh yea, i did took some pictures. but i'll post later. because tak bawak card reader lahh.

dah tak tau nak cerita apa. so i think i'll stop here for now. lain kali kita cerita lagi okeh :)



p/s: aku doakan team dia menang malam esok. piala sumbangsih - N9 lwn selangor - tv1 - 8.45 mlm ;)

to kelantan?

i checked my result to degree just now. like around 3 something kot. i will continue my degree in business economic. you know where?? KELANTAN! omg! seriously nak suruh aku duduk sana 3 tahun? like no way. so my dad cakap that he will try to masukkan aku dekat shah alam. ada je course aku tuh dekat shah alam.

but apa-apa pun, i'll go and register at kelantan first lahh kan. then only we'll discuss how. i mean, the shah alam thingy lahh kan.

i have to register on 29th of december which is today!! and the result just came out today!! *sigh*

so i'll go to kelantan tonight with my dad and will register tomorrow. esok pun boleh register.

ok lahh, hopefully orang-orang dekat sana ok je. and hopefully dapat tukar ke shah alam.

gtg now. need to pack some stuff to bring for tonight and tomorrow. then after register i'll be back home because there is no way i am going to join the minggu mesra thingy. the MMS, at least that is what they called.

....

*iklan kejap*

ouhh yea, he bought the indon sim card so that we can still contact. at least sms. dia sanggup! sweet kan? ^_^

ala, that sim card just cost him around rm5 - rm7 je. but still, the fact that he is willing to buy the sim card is still for me is sweet. don't you think so? :D
so far he is doing well. alhamdulillah :)


*iklan habis*

so, whish me luck people. and good luck to all my friends juga :)






p/s: i am NOT going to celebrate new year 2010 at kelantan. no way.

8 DAYS

he went there for 8 days with the whole team. i sent him to KLIA yesterday. berat hati gila. but what to do. i have to. he'll be back on the 3rd of january. hopefully he'll be fine. which i know he will. tell you the truth, i am not expecting any special thing from him from bandung. i just want him to come back safely. that's it.




p/s: banyak gila plan untuk 2010. haha.

2010

new year is coming..





p/s: can't wait. loads in mind. :))

korang tak takut ke?

hari nih boleh semak status permohonan ke program ijazah sarjana muda uitm. seriously aku takut gila. tadi check tapi dia cakap dibuka pada 5 petang nanti. aduhhh.. lagi lahh takut!

urmm boleh ke aku dapat pergi ijazah nanti? apa program yang akan ditawarkan dekat aku?

takut lahhh!! :((

aku harap aku dapat pergi ke program ijazah sarjana muda. ijazah apa, aku tawakal je. berserah je pada Allah. amin.



p/s: aku rindu dia.

*sigh*

GILA BUHSAN CUTI NIH.

WAAAAA!!!

:((

p/s: nak buat apa eyhh?

you say?

i don't know why we all hang on to

something we know we better off

letting go.

it's like we're scared to lose

what we really don't even have.

some of us say we'd rather have something

than nothing at all,

but the truth is ..

to have something halfway

is harder than not having it at all

p/s : true uh

potong!

pagi-pagi lagi aku dah online ..

i have two months plus of semester break before i continue my degree. so right now, i'm fucking bored. i cannot work cause my mum cakap "no need to work. stay at home and learn how to cook" and i was like "ye la ye la"

*sigh*

my two little brothers baru je lepas kena sunat couple days ago. seorang 7 tahun and seorang lagi 10 tahun. but both of them are having more less same height and size. alhamdulillah semua berjalan dengan lancar although ada lahh jerit-jerit and nagis-nangis. but just for a while je. as usual, they wear kain pelikat lahh.

agak cemburu because they received quite a number of money everytime people come and visit them. :)

and the funny part was, last night my youngest brother, aneq was whispering to my mum something. but my mum was like what? because he is still 3 years old so when he whisper, sometimes we couldn't understand. so he whispered again but this time slowly. and my mum was like, ohh okay. and he grabbed my cousin's hand and went upstairs.

few minutes after that, they went down but this time, aneq was wearing kain pelikat just like his two brothers. as if dia pun sunat jugak! hahaha. and dia turun perlahan-lahan sama macam abang-abang dia bila berjalan. lol.

then dia mula lahh nak malu-malu because kitaorang pandang dia and sengeh-sengeh. hehe.

macam-macam lahh adik-adik aku nih.



p/s: adik beradik ramai nih kadang-kadang menyakitkan hati tapi most of the time buat kita happy :))

adakah aku gila?

adakah aku gila
sekiranya aku cakap
hati aku dah dimiliki dia

adakah aku gila
sekiranya aku cakap
dia dah cukup sempurna untuk aku
walaupun aku tahu tiada siapa sempurna

adakah aku gila
sekiranya aku cakap
aku sanggup terima semua kekurangan dia
walaupun kadang kala ianya menyakitkan hati

adakah aku gila
sekiranya aku cakap
aku takut dia tinggalkan aku
sedangkan dia dah berjanji untuk setia

adakah aku gila
sekiranya aku cakap
aku sayang dia dan aku rindu dia
dan hidup aku tak lengkap tanpa dia

sekiranya ya aku gila
aku memilih untuk kekal begitu
kerana aku sanggup untuk bersama dia


p/s: nothing to say.fullstop.

THE GIRL

she keeps quiet inside
stay still alone in a dark unknown place
where she has no light to guide her out

she wants to go out but
she can not move
she can not go away
she has to stay still
because she afraid of darkness
she afraid what she might hit
will cause hurt to her

it's dark in there
she couldn't see anything but a door
she knows that outside is better than inside
she can see light behind the door
she can see shadows behind the door

she's hoping that the shadows will open the door
and help her who is shouting
but no one heard her
few shadows come and go away
some knocked some stood still
but none open

so there she stay
waiting for someone to bring her away
waiting for someone to guide her out
from the darkness she afraid of

she's waiting for someone, not just to knock
but to open the door
because she won't move
afraid the darkness won't let her go

now the girl knows she has to go out
away from that dark place
because someone has knocked and
someone has open the door
the door of her heart

February

Abstract thoughts.

Loves reality and abstract.

Intelligent and clever.

Changing personality.

Attractive.

Sexy.

Temperamental.

Quiet, shy and humble.

Honest and loyal.

Determined to reach goals.

Loves freedom.

Rebellious when restricted.

Loves aggressiveness.

Too sensitive and easily hurt.

Gets angry really easily but does not show it.

Dislike unnecessary things.

Loves making friends but rarely shows it.

Daring and stubborn.

Ambitious.

Realizing dreams and hopes.

Sharp.

Loves entertainment and leisure.

Romantic on the inside not outside.

Superstitious and ludicrous.

Spendthrift.

Tries to learn to show emotions.

*wink*

what does your birthday say about you-facebook

May

Stubborn and hard-hearted.

Strong-willed and highly motivated.

Sharp thoughts.

Easily angered.

Attracts others and loves attention.

Deep feelings.

Beautiful physically and mentally.

Firm Standpoint.

Needs no motivation.

Easily consoled.

Systematic (left brain).

Loves to dream.

Strong clairvoyance.

Understanding.

Sickness usually in the ear and neck.

Good imagination.

Good physical.

Weak breathing.

Loves literature and the arts.

Loves traveling.

Dislike being at home.

Restless.

Not having many children.

Hardworking.

High spirited.

Spendthrift.

p/s: yang d bold kan tuh betul. yang tak tuh 50-50. hahah

sambungan cerita

ok, don't waste time. continue with my next story. LEGAL ROADTRIP pulakk. hehe.

well, this time our parents knew about it. so, no worries.

but i do admit there are some ILLEGAL things that we did during this legal roadtrip. lol. *tu la, dah biasa buat kerja jahat. haha*

anyway, this roadtrip was between me, nadzirah (nad) and adibah (adib).

we planned this trip dah lama dah but baru-baru nih je ada kesempatan.

it happened on 25th of oct 2009. 3 days 2 nights at adib's house. on 24th nad came to sleep at my house. on 25th we gerak by bus. sani express. pukul 8.30 pagi bertolak and 6.15 pm sampai. gila lama kan? sebab that &^%*!/ bus waited so long for few people yang tertinggal bas. huh, menyusahkan kitaorang.

well,shortcut, we didn't go anywhere on the day we arrived because we were so damn tired. the next day early in the morning after breakfast, we went out to the muzium. saja nak masuk. *ada budak sekolah nak ambil gambar dengan aku. gila kelakar. then i was like, ok la, ye la.* hehe. we did also went to kota bharu mall, pantai, jalan-jalan KB and stuff. cuci mata lahh. lol. it was fun though. :))

then on 28th of oct 2009 we left kelantan at 9.30 am and arrived at 6.30 pm. jalan sesak because hujan that's why lewat sampai shah alam. my mum brought 2 cars because the three of us will leave shah alam to seremban straight away. kejar masa kan. (because ada plan lain. lol)

how my mum brought 2 cars aa? weird uh? hehe. my mum drove 1 car and my brother below me drove another car. *although he didn't has any license yet because he is only 16 years old, he looks matured. so, pandai-pandai cover laa. ;)

then we gerak to 'seremban' at 6.50 pm and yayyy plan jalan dengan lancar! huhu

well, what happened on that night. cannot tell. sorry people. don't worry. nothing jahat-sangat thing happened. just lepak-lepak only. kan nad? kan adib? LOL!

malam tuh yang illegal things we did tapi tak lahh melampau sangat. seriously. lepak-lepak only. i call it illegal because we overnight. our parents didn't know that we overnight. nad's parents thought that we sleep at my house since we arrived late and we will go the next morning. on the other hand, my parents and adib's parents thought that nad's parents want to buy us dinner and that's why we have to go straight away malam tu jugak.

*sigh*

(ma,pa, nanti kakak da kahwin baru kakak cerita benda-benda jahat nih ye) hehe

anyway, things went well that night. the days that we spent at nad's place was fun jugak laa. *adib suka gila. lol*

we went to JJ, terminal one, lepak-lepak, jalan-jalan, KLIA and macam-macam tempat. fun! :))

her parents did brought us to dinner at this one uncle's place and another one, aunty ani's (kalau tak silap nama laa) place. thanks uncle.thanks aunty. :)) the foods was sangat memuaskan.

then on 31st, my house pulakk. my mum masak kari kepala ikan time tuh. adib and nad makan banyak! my mum puas hati gila tengok dua orang tuh. hehe.

then the next day on 1st nov, i brought them to klang then sunway. the next day, we went to KL. i brought them naik public tansport. from my house naik bas rapid kl to kl sentral. then from kl sentral to time square naik monorail. *since they never ride any public transport at KL*

kitaorang main dekat indoor theme park and we had sooo much fun!! gelak-gelak, pening-pening, and best lahh! hehe. then we went to sungei wang and shopping! gila penat.

balik sampai rumah by 8 pm kot. sebab tunggu bas lama gila and sesak because hujan lebat. cehh.

on 3rd nov, nad and i sent adib to lcct air asia. then both of us epak-lepak at mcD while waiting for her brother to come ad bawak dia balik. *nad, aku balik sorang-sorang taw. huhu*

dipendekkan cerita, it was fun. penuh dengan cabaran, dugaan and we will never ever forget our trip together!

p/s: i'll post the pictures later due to some reasons. ok people. see ya!

kerinduan menjelma

well, this is my 1st post since the last almost 3 months. all my friends keep asking me "woi, bila nak update blog?" lol.

yela yela. nak update lahh nih. :))

since my last post, there are lots and lots of things happened. seriously. lots of thing that we did, legally and illegally.

i will try to recall back what had happened. (because i'm afraid i might missing something)

ok, i'll start with illegal things we did. heee :D *for those yang dah tahu, mesti tengah sengeh sorang-sorang. huhu.

1. ROADTRIP HARAM *this is what sabrina call*

honestly,we DID NOT planned all this. semuanya berlaku secara entah laa. actually, hanan and sab was discussing something, about how to go and get hanan's stuff and they did mentioned about renting a car. me and the other girls (housemates) were busy doing "girl's stuff" with mia. then aku dengan menyibuknya cakap "nak ikut!". but at that time i was kidding. saja-saja nak menyibuk. huhu. then sab was like, sure? betul nih? haa, jom laa.

shorcut, 5 of us joined the illegal roadtrip.

zaty (me) - saja menyibuk since i know how to drive manual. heheh

sabrina - the one who gave the idea of this thingy. huhu

hanan - she wanted to take her annual dinner dress at home.

eikin - she wanted to send her things at home.

nadzirah - she wanted to meet her friend (waktu tu laa) to give something.

*the rest can not follow because kereta tak muat. kebanyakan kereta sewa murah, kancil je maa.

after so many times we called people to ask about a car, we finally got one. manual. kancil. RM50 if i'm not mistaken. but this aunty said that we have to add another RM50. total RM100. she said that she will give that additional RM50 back after we return the car safely back to her.

after 5 of us discussed, we were like, yeah ok,sure. but that #%$&*!# car was"functioning" so well untill we have to returned the car back to the owner and took back our money. but luckily the aunty is so nice and she appologized. so we called another abang nih but his car got some probs laahh, hape lahh, so lastly we rent tommy's car. *i still remember the kembara.haha* (jahat betul kita nih)

we were supposed to start our journey at 6 pm. tapi banyak sangat halangan, and kitaorang leave kuantan pukul 10 pm wehh. i yang drive. dah laa hujan lebat time tuh. adoiii.. we stopped at R&R gambang and eat. then sab took over.

we arrived KL around 1 something a.m and we stopped at petronas. isi minyak. then we straight away go to hanan's house at bangi, selangor.

petronas

after salam salam her mom, we sit and wait for hanan who went upstairs. while waiting, sab, nad, eikin and i were laughing and laughing *tapi senyap-senyap lahh. gila ke apa nak gelak kuat-kuat pagi buta macam tuh. huhu. we were talking about nonsense stuff like nak baring atas kerusi then tidur lahh.. berebut hanan's brother and suruh duduk sebelah lahh.. padahal abang dia tengah syok tidur time tuh. haha. macam-macam. then bila hanan turun dengan mak dia, masing-masing duduk sopan balik. hahaha!

then, we continue our journey to senawang, negeri sembilan pulakk. to nad's friend's house. i took over pulakk. we arrived around 3 something near 4 a.m if i'm not mistaken. while waiting for nad, we took pictures using sab's fisheye! hehe. kitoarang kan gila gambar. lol.

near acap's house.sorry hanan. nih je gambar yang aku ada.

then we decided to go for drink and shisha since shisha was in plan. memang kitorang nak pergi shisha pun tapi dekat KL. but dah alang-alang dekat senawang kan. asyraf, nad's friend brought along panjang and ijai. his friends. we were talking and talking sampai tak sedar dah nak dekat pukul 6 pagi. but then, "panjang cakap check in check in". haha. not like what you think ok. they ask us to sleep somewhere first and start back our journey when the sun rise. but we're like, it's ok. we have to continue our roadtrip. and we gerak at 6.15 a.m if i'm not mistaken. *they paid for drinks and shisha.thanks!*

.................... *dah penat lahh menaip*




then we sab took over and i fall asleep. penat wehh.

when i woke up, we were at eikin's friend's house. it was 7 something almost 8 a.m. and i was like, uiks? cakap nak pergi jumpa abang eikin and bagi barang. but they told me something happened and eikin decided to put her stuff at her friend's house for a while. and sab told me and nad (yang tengah tak tahu apa-apa sebab tengah syok tidur) that we will take our break 1 hour at eikin's friend's house. a.k.a SLEEP! lol. eikin's friend's is a girl ok. not a guy. don't worry. they said that we will gerak at 9 a.m when her friend is ready for her class.

when i entered her room, it was cold temperature because she switch on the air-cond. the empty bed was like "meh laa baring atas aku. aku empuk. meh zaty..meh". i bet the rest felt the same as i did. hehe. then when her friend bagi green light, sab, hanan and i dah tak fikir apa-apa dah. terus FLAT TIDUR! but eikin and nad tak lena tidu because of the ayam berkokok. *plus diorang dah tidur lama wehh dalam kereta since masing-masing tak pandai bawak manual and tak ada lesen. huhu. and ble nak gerak pukul 9 tuh, katil tu macam "jangan laa pergiiii" huhuhu. kitaorang dihidangkan dengan makanan dan minuman panas and perghh, terisi perut yang kosong nih. huhu. thanks eikin's friend. we really really appreciate it.

then hanan took over. we went to sunway piramid and we decided to watch movie. we watched 500 days. a romentic comedy. then we go jalan-jalan and we decided to leave after the movie.

tandas sunway. tempat bersiap supaya tak nampak macam tak mandi 1 hari.

we conquer the cinema.

then we stop at gombak and eat. lapar sangat-sangat wehh.

then sab took over and we continue our journey back to kuantan. then we stopped at R&R temerloh if i'm not mistaken because i need to go to the toilet. then i took over pulakk.from there to kuantan supposed about 2 hours plus. but we took about 1 hour plus je because sab and i masing-masing drive 100 - 110 km/h ikut had yang diberi. lol.

then out of nowhere, tayar kereta pecah!!

luckily kitaorang dah lepas UMP and 23km ahead to kuantan. we called tommy (dia marah-marah because he thought we prank him) and he came and we have to push the car because battery kereta habis. adoiiii.

then we drove tommy's car back to bukit sekilau, our hostel. then he drove that kancil back to tak tahu lahh mana. we then returned back his car key and masuk hostel buat muka tak malu. because time tuh ada this one majlis dengan pengarah jengka. *tommy appologized sebab marah-marah*

we supposed arrive at 6 pm but since tayar pecah and stuff, we arrived at our hostel at 9 pm. malam tuh we lepak-lepak with 5 of us and recall back apa yang telah terjadi. and we laughed! hehe. we also did wrote 44 halangan yang ditempuh sepanjang roadtrip haram. haha!!

seriously, it's a memory that we will never forget. ever lahh wehh. you people must at least do it once in your lifetime. like us.

Fact :

• 1st - 2nd oct 2009
• 6 pm on 1st - 9 pm on 2nd
• 27 hours journey
• pergi balik more than 700km!!
• 20 pitstops
• 44 barriers
• 5 hot chicks

aku da penat taip. nanti lahh sambung legal roadtrip aku, nad and dib pulakk. kali nih bukan haram punya okeh! lol.

khas for the readers.

nih untuk korang :))

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
SAYANG KORANG ^^

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

heyy people!

since tomorrow is Hari Raya, i'm here to wish all of you "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri".

i must have done something wrong right?

now, nak mintak maaf lahh senang cerita! hehe.

i'm kinda lazy to think what to write and what to say now. because i need to iron my baju kurung and do other stuff to get ready for tomorrow!

can't wait. kinda excited. :D

well, i'm pretty sure i won't get much duit raya anymore because i'm not old but i've reached the age of cannot-get-duit raya-dah! hehe

hope you people enjoy this raya very much and for those who lost yang tersayang, takziah.

ouhh yeaa, tuh video adik main bunga api :)

p/s: at the same time takut bila fikir exam start seminggu lepas raya!