Thursday, 8 April 2010
Saturday, 20 March 2010
it's a question for you to answer. if trust is your answer, then think. what if, when you trust that person and they betray your trust. what will you feel? what will you think? how will you react?
let me answer it for you. firstly you will feel like you've been betrayed. of course. then you will think that, how stupid you are because you give your trust but they betray it. right? and then you will regret you trust them. and you will at least hate then a little bit or senang cerita, menyampah. lagi-lagi, dah laa betray then add some other ramuan which make as if we are the bad one and they are the good one.
then you will buat bodoh je because you malas nak layan. or worse, you will go and serang them.
at least that was what i did. haha. nope. of course not. i'm the kind yang memang malas nak layan or panjang-panjangkan lagi cerita. so, buat bodoh je laa kan.
but if your answer is not trust, then think. what if they really loyal or they really faithful and never betray you. kan kesian sebab tak bagi peluang untuk percaya. what if they really are a good person? but since you have set in your mind to not trust them, you ignore instead of trusting them. kan kesian dekat diaorang tu.
well, this is life. whenever you trust a person, it migth not be like what you expected.
be a risk taker. you wil never know what is best for you if u never dare to try. you can trust a person but not 100% trust. what ever happens to you after yo make a decision, never regret. because it's life. what ever you do, is an experience for you to handle a better life in the future.
p/s: ada exam kesatria on monday. hopefully bukan dia yang jaga platun aku. kalu dia, mati laa. cuak beb. tak boleh focus aku. huhu
Sunday, 24 January 2010
wow. i can't believe i'm saying this but it is true. he is a happy married man. it has been almost 18 years now since i started to like him. dia lahh crush aku yang paling lama punya. dari aku kecik sampai lahh sekarang kottt..and now he's married.
i never even had a gut to talk to him apatah lagi to tell him that he is my crush. and he will never knows. let it be this way. i prefer it be this way. because nothing will change pun.
so, now i will start to stop like him as a crush and i will concentrate on this one fellow. my en.bantal peluk :)
ouhh yeaa, selamat pengantin baru untuk dia. semoga berbahagia selalu :)
p/s: fyi, he is OFFICIALLY mine now. ^_^
Sunday, 17 January 2010
Friday, 8 January 2010
it was fun though. although at 1st when i knew that i have to come here i was a little bit upset, but now i think i can handle that. at 1st when i knew that it's kelantan, first thing that popped up in my mind was the environment. like, how on earth i will survive with kelantan's environment? because i have to stay here for 3 years!
but now, it's like..naaahh it's not that bad. minus the coldness that i have to face every morning and night, the stupid pendrive with 0 GB which it is suppose to be 2 GB which i bought it here (definitely i'm going to return it back and ask for my money back,duhhh), the big almost huge campus where i have to walk and walk and walk until i'm damn tired every day, and the 1 hour far to the city and with no cinema, i think i can handle my life here.. kot. haha. banyak betul benda yang aku minus-minuskan. haha
but yang bestnya, dekat sini ada keretapi. from here to KL, to singapore, and to mana-mana lagi entah. and i can get half price if i use my student card. hehe. gila tak sabar nak naik keretapi balik selangor. macam best je :)
ok, let's talk about room. my room.
urmm, nak cakap apa eyhh? ha. ok, ada 2 kolej (if i'm not mistaken). kira asrama lahh nih. 1 we call it kolej dato' onn. another one we call it kolej tuh hussein onn a.k.a THO. and there's 4 buildings in THO nih. THO1, THO2, THO3, THO4. mine is THO4-room 213. 4 in my room.
so far ok laa. semua best je. tak ada yang sombong or buat hal sendiri in my room. ok je. 1 is taking business finance and i call her kak mai. because although sama-sama 1st semester, she is older than me, 23 years old. another 1 is taking business marketing. same semester but since she is same age as kak mai, so i call her kak dayah. and last one is taking business economy same like me. same class and same age. i call her yana.
my class, since banyak sangat.. malas lahh nak cerita. haha. subject semua susah. banyak kira-kira. aduhhh! but what to do, belajar je laa. huhu
ohh yea, i did took some pictures. but i'll post later. because tak bawak card reader lahh.
dah tak tau nak cerita apa. so i think i'll stop here for now. lain kali kita cerita lagi okeh :)
p/s: aku doakan team dia menang malam esok. piala sumbangsih - N9 lwn selangor - tv1 - 8.45 mlm ;)
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
but apa-apa pun, i'll go and register at kelantan first lahh kan. then only we'll discuss how. i mean, the shah alam thingy lahh kan.
i have to register on 29th of december which is today!! and the result just came out today!! *sigh*
so i'll go to kelantan tonight with my dad and will register tomorrow. esok pun boleh register.
ok lahh, hopefully orang-orang dekat sana ok je. and hopefully dapat tukar ke shah alam.
gtg now. need to pack some stuff to bring for tonight and tomorrow. then after register i'll be back home because there is no way i am going to join the minggu mesra thingy. the MMS, at least that is what they called.
ouhh yea, he bought the indon sim card so that we can still contact. at least sms. dia sanggup! sweet kan? ^_^
ala, that sim card just cost him around rm5 - rm7 je. but still, the fact that he is willing to buy the sim card is still for me is sweet. don't you think so? :D
so far he is doing well. alhamdulillah :)
so, whish me luck people. and good luck to all my friends juga :)
p/s: i am NOT going to celebrate new year 2010 at kelantan. no way.